27 January, 2019

Koyak

24.1.19

Hari appointment. Aku pergi sorg. Sbb ashraf keje.
Aku dapat agak apa yang dr akan cakap. Tp aku fikir, 'i can face this'

Untill..

Kuasa Allah maha Besar..
Aku dapat khabar yg lg teruk dari itu..

Dr suspect aku ada prolactinoma. A kind of tumor that present in a pituitary gland. Causing high level of prolactin..
But to confirm further, dr refer aq ke endocrine clinic. And may further buat MRI later.

I never imagine would go through such procedure.
Never..
Yet, here i am..

And today.. 27.1.19
Mental aku koyak lagi.
Aku rebah..
Tersungkur..
Sebab aku sedar..

Aku hamba Allah..